If one day you notice that we haven't talked in a while it's not because I don't care anymore,
it's because you pushed me away
So let's say that theoretically I really like you,
and theoretically even though it sounds moronically cliché and overused, you give me butterflies.
And just for kicks, lets add that all in theory of course you may be one of the
most wonderful people I have ever met,
and hypothetically my heart beats ten times faster when I see you.
Do you think that you would supposedly (and in the most theoretical sense) feel the same way?
Letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care.
Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down.
Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave.
It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment.
It means we stop trying to do the impossible–controlling that which we cannot–and instead, focus on what is possible.
I've now decided that I'm not going to tell you how I feel ever again.
Because if i tell you, it will make me hope for a good response,
when in reality, you don't care about me, & you haven't for a while, so you won't reply at all.
That breaks my heart, but if i have to act like I dont care about you as much as i do, i'll do it.
Anything to get over the fact that I can't have you.
I'm a girl who takes down those walls to let someone in.
I do spend all night waiting by the phone just to hear his
voice one last time before I fall asleep
Now I realize I didn't mean anything to you. I have to remember, i'm the last thing that's on your mind
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